VIDEO: DJ AM Says Crack Was His Drug of Choice

Now here’s a chilling video.

In an interview to promote his upcoming reality show about drug abuse, DJ AM—who was found dead at the age of 36 in his apartment on Friday with drug paraphernalia near his body—talks about his continuing struggle with substance abuse.

Describing how he bought a crack pipe on the show to demonstrate how easy it is, DJ AM—born Adam Goldstein—recalls, “I bought a crack pipe … that was my drug of choice. And I walked out and I’m holding it … and then I realized after I was holding it that my palms were sweaty and I was like, ‘Wait a minute, this is not smart for me to be holding this.'”