Tori Spelling Breaks Silence For the First Time Following Dean McDermott’s Affair, Explains How She Found Out

As you recall, Dean McDermott checked into rehab for sex addiction following the cheating scandal that rocked his marriage.

Now, a over three months later, Tori Spelling is breaking her silence.

“I feel so judged, but it’s not black and white,” the actress explained to Us Weekly.  “He was my soul mate, but he completely broke my heart.  It makes you not trust anything that’s happened.”

But we all knew things were a little rocky from the start.

The couple met on the 2005 set of Lifetime movie Mind Over Murder, and began dating while they were both married to other people… Not particularly the best start to any trustworthy relationship.

McDermott admits to being “out of control” in the trailer for the couple’s upcoming Lifetime docu-series True Tori.  “Sex was an escape, just like drugs and alcohol,” the Chopped Canada host revealed.

‘I could never give him enough sex,” Spelling said.  “He’s never going to be happy with just me.”

A new clip was also released, in which Tori explains how she found out about Dean’ infidelity. Watch below:

The docu-series premieres April 22.