WATCH: Kendall Jenner Explains Her Feelings Before Meeting Caitlyn Jenner for the First Time
Emotions are riding high in the upcoming episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians.
In a new preview clip for the E! series, Kendall Jenner explains to sister Khloé Kardashian about why she’s nervous to meet Caitlyn Jenner since her transition from Bruce. Speaking candidly, the 19-year-old says “it’s a process” adjusting to seeing her father as a woman.
“It’s something to get used to for sure,” she says. “The only thing is [that] I haven’t met her.”
“It’s also a ‘letting go’ thing,” Kendall continues. “When you officially meet her, it’s like he’s gone. I think that’s what I’m holding onto. Thats why I’ve taken so long to meet her.”
According to young model, she’s still getting used to Caitlyn these days. In a recent interview, Kendall said she still refers to the Olympian as “dad” some times.
“It’s something you have to get used to. But I’ve known since I was a kid. He never confirmed it to me, but I’ve known for a very long time. It’s the same person. My dad says it herself sometimes, it’s kind of like mourning the loss of someone, because it is,” she told Women’s Wear Daily. “My dad is my dad, but he’s not there physically anymore. But she lets me call her dad — that’s the last little piece of dad I’ve got.”
Watch Kendall’s emotional Keeping Up With the Kardashians confession — below.