Mariah Carey Blames ‘Everybody,’ Including Herself, For Her ‘Mess’ of a NYE Performance
In a new interview with Rolling Stone, Carey opens up about her disastrous six-minutes during Dick Clark’s New Year’s Rockin’ Eve with Ryan Seacrest, her new boyfriend Bryan Tanaka, and her plans for future music.
Of the NYE production nightmare, Carey states that what happened (or didn’t happen) on stage “couldn’t be helped.”
“It’s just something where if I can’t explain it to the entire world, then they’re not going to understand it, because it’s not what they do. Just like I wouldn’t understand somebody who had a desk job and how to do that. I couldn’t,” she says. “I literally am incapable of being in the real world and surviving.”
Although the performance sent her into a brief social media and media hiatus, Carey says that she dealt with it by simply accepting that what happened, happened.
“I used to get upset by things,” Carey says. “This was out of my control, and had everything not been such a total chaotic mess, then I would have been able to make something happen. Even the dancers should have stopped dancing and helped me off the fucking stage. I’m sorry. It was a mess, and I blame everybody, and I blame myself for not leaving after rehearsal.”
Now that she’s pushed past the beginning of 2017, Carey continues to acknowledge that she and her former backup dancer, Tanaka, are in a real relationship.
“I don’t think we’re being public in a way that my relationships have been public before,” she says. “I really don’t. To me, the best thing of this is to keep it a little more private. But I’m not going to not go places with him and enjoy our lives because everybody thinks, ‘Oh, it’s too soon!’ kind of thing. We all saw the freakin’ show. This is not a surprise.”
Tanaka and Carey are currently traveling in Dubai together as she gears up for her performance at the Emirates Airline Dubai Jazz Festival.
Rolling Stone reports that Carey doesn’t have plans to record a follow-up album to her 2014 record Me. I Am Mariah… the Elusive Chanteuse, but she’s working with DJ Khaled and Travis Scott on “conceptual stuff” in the studio and plans on recording singles when she isn’t busy with Lionel Richie on their upcoming tandem tour. We’ll take it, Mimi.
Read the full interview here and launch the gallery at the top of the page to view photos from her New Year’s Eve performance.