Caitlyn Jenner Recalls Wearing a Bra and Panties Underneath Her Business Suit

Caitlyn Jenner opens up about one of the ways she concealed her true identity for years.

In Jenner’s new memoir, The Secrets of My Life, the world-class athlete recalls the period in her life after winning the gold medal in the 1976 Olympics when she shared motivational empowerment through a speech called “Finding the Champion Within.”

“They don’t know that underneath the business suit I am wearing panties and a bra,” Jenner shares in an excerpt from her memoir [via People]. “That I am not Bruce Jenner but a woman I will come to call Caitlyn, who still has to be Bruce except for stolen moments where I can be my authentic self. The speech that I give is called ‘Finding the Champion Within’. All bulls—.”

The athlete describes how discontented she felt with her reflection in the mirror while she was living as Bruce Jenner.

“They don’t know that when I look into the mirror I see something entirely different, a body I loathe: a beard that is noticeable no matter how close the shave, a penis that is useless except for pissing in the woods.”

She also dishes on the makeup that she stole from her ex-wife Kris Jenner and the “rest of the K-troop” in addition to the small collection of women’s clothing that she acquired. Caitlyn writes, “Trust me on this – there is more makeup per user in our home than any in history. I have bought makeup how-to-books. I keep the books, along with my meager collection of clothing, in a small closet with a lock in back of my own closet.”

Kris says that she is “done” with Caitlyn after reading The Secrets of My Life in an upcoming clip for Keeping Up With the Kardashians.

“I read it and basically the only nice thing she had to say was that I was great socially at a party one time,” says Kris “None of it makes sense. Everything she says is all made up. Why does everything have to be that Kris is such a b**ch and an a**hole?”

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