Yolanda Hadid Wanted to Kill Herself During Lyme Disease Battle

Yolanda Hadid’s long and hard battle with Lyme disease was so straining at times that she even considered suicide.

In an excerpt from her new memoir, Believe Me: My Battle With the Invisibility of Lyme Disease, the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills alum opened up about wanting to kill herself during one of the darkest moments of her life.

Via Wet Paint:

“I take off my clothes and slip into the dark blue ocean, which is cool and comforting,” she writes in a excerpt from her book.

“The waves gently wash over my naked body, and I can feel the current tugging at me.”

“God please just take me away in a wave. I can’t live like this one more day. Please carry my body away. I just want to disappear,” she continues in the book.

Find out what changed her mind over at Wet Paint…