LOUISVILLE, KY - MAY 04: Ashton Kutcher attends Maxim Derby Eve With Bulleit Bourbon at Mellwood Arts & Entertainment Center on May 4, 2012 in Louisville, Kentucky.
Well the very Blanco tourists arivre here at 18 degrees north in February, way beyond white or pale, more like pastey pink and that’s at 10 AM, then by 6 PM you see them on the Malecon and they are crimson, look dazed and confused and you worry that they have sun poisoning type hallucinations. They probably had the VS suit on at the beach and not enough sun block.They’ve been bitten by crepuscular sand fleas, but they probably have not been doing any gardening.
“What scares me is that I’m going to umlilatety find out at the end of my life that I’m really not lovable, that I’m not worthy of being loved. That there’s something fundamentally wrong with me . . . and that I wasn’t wanted here in the first place.”I wish I could hug her and tell her I know EXACTLY how she feels and I have totally felt the same way and I struggle with that all the time. Sometimes I say in moments of clarity that I am the most loved unloved person I know and how can that be when really I am all alone? It’s not you honey, it’s the men who can’t to save their own lives do right. It’s always what she doesn’t know won’t hurt her but what they don’t understand is we always find out in the end. They are selfish beings and they can’t help it.
Ah I am so in! I already eat farliy healthy, but I definitely need some discipline when it comes to how much and how often to eat. Thanks so much for doing this Cassey! Knowing that we’re all going through it together will make it a lil easier I can’t wait to finally shed that annoying last 10 lbs. This is gonna be hard but so worth it!