was so great . but ready for this . I hated it, every time I had to feed them was so annoying to me, neehtir one wanted to be covered up so I had to go in another room if there was company, and there always was. Both of them wanted to feed constantly because they were nine pound babies and always hungry. I was miserable and when I didn't have to feed them I didn't even want to hold them because it seemed that in about 30 minutes they would want to eat again.Also what pisses me off the most is the guilt trips I got from other people for quitting, without a good medical reason. Isn't my sanity reason enough? I couldn't stand the questions what happened? sad and pathetic like I must be heartbroken. I was a little sad but I think it was mostly because I was hormonal and everyone was making me feel like a bad mother only weeks into my childs life. And as I read all these comments It seems like if I had kept it up I would have more problems with judgement from people about BFing TOO LONG you cannot win! Breastfeed or don't, your child will be FINE! A happy mother will make a happy child, don't waste these precious days worrying about something that won't matter in the end, or worrying about what other people think. Its nobodies decision but yours and whatever you decide WILL be right for you and your baby.