I came to the realization that she is in the machine. I used to have such a crush on her, still kinda do. But she is undeniably one of "them". She is well aware of the agendas of Hollywood and the "elite". She has given herself to them so her thinking is in tune with theirs. I also noticed how she is all smiles on the red carpet or in public appearances, but looks stone cold when seen out alone. I believe "Natalie Portman" is a character she plays and she is not as kind as she appears. I dont mean to trash talk about her, I still love her, but reality is reality.